Not Our Normal Anymore
Growth doesn’t always look dramatic. Sometimes it’s simply choosing what aligns with who you’re becoming instead of what feels familiar. In this reflection, I share a small, ordinary moment that revealed just how much quiet change has taken place — and how powerful those subtle shifts can be.
My Journey So Far
This morning’s reflection walks through the early phases of change — awareness, interrupting old patterns, and building small consistent habits. Real change didn’t come from drastic decisions, but from repeating small behaviors until they became the new normal.
HOLY SHIT!!!
After months of thinking change would be impossible, one morning I woke up to a number I never expected to see — 156. This wasn’t just a blood sugar update. It was proof that small daily choices actually work. And strangely, the moment I realized things were improving… was the moment it got scary. Because improvement means it’s real, and real change asks you to trust a future you weren’t sure you’d get.
Breakthrough
After a late-night breakthrough, I woke up still carrying the excitement into the ordinary parts of my day. This is a reflection on learning how to hold inspiration without rushing it, and realizing that growth doesn’t always require choosing one path over another — sometimes it’s about letting the pieces come together naturally.
Productivity as My Reset
After a stressful week, I realized I didn’t actually need comfort — I needed somewhere for my mind to go. This is a reflection on choosing intentional focus instead of shutdown, and how purpose can sometimes reset us more deeply than rest ever could.
Winter & Spring Compete
Iowa weather can’t decide if it’s winter or spring — and honestly, neither can I lately. Some days I feel motivated and steady, other days I’m tired, irritable, and starting over again. This week reminded me that real change doesn’t happen overnight. It looks a lot more like February… uneven, messy, and slowly thawing.
When Growth Gets Tested
Yesterday didn’t break me — it proved I’m changing.
A long hospital day, five hours of sleep, anger, stress, and old triggers staring me in the face… and I stayed aligned. Six months ago this day would have ended in sugar, fast food, and a 400+ blood sugar reading. Instead, I chose growth. This is what real healing looks like — not perfect numbers, but conscious decisions under pressure.
Healing Doesn’t Pause When Life Gets Hard
Tomorrow I’ll spend the day at the hospital supporting my mom through surgery. In the past, I would’ve ignored my own needs, eaten whatever was available, and paid for it physically and emotionally later. This time I’m choosing differently. Healing doesn’t stop when life gets stressful — it shows up in how we care for ourselves while caring for someone we love.
Rest Over Sacrifice
Sometimes the most responsible choice you can make is to rest.
We’ve been taught that pushing through proves strength, but real self-care looks different. Learning to listen to your body — especially when it interrupts your plans — is part of healing. Rest isn’t falling behind. It’s regulation, recovery, and self-trust in action.
Rest Days
Some days growth doesn’t look like discipline.
Some days growth looks like listening.
Your mind, body, and soul all speak — just in different ways.
When you learn to recognize those signals, rest stops feeling like failure and starts becoming alignment.
Today’s reminder: you don’t have to push through everything to keep moving forward.
Investing in Myself
Real healing doesn’t come from a single perfect day.
It comes from small decisions repeated long enough to change your life. In this post I share what I’m learning while lowering my blood sugar and building new habits inside my 365 Days of Me journey — not overnight, but through daily investment.
Healing in Phase 2
We wait for change to feel big.
A fresh start, a perfect Monday, a dramatic turning point.
But real change rarely announces itself.
It shows up quietly — in the small decisions we repeat when nobody is watching.
This week I realized progress didn’t come from one perfect day. It came from dozens of ordinary ones I almost gave up on.
Being 5% Human
Last night I ordered pizza.
Not out of rebellion. Not out of “forget it.”
Out of exhaustion.
But instead of spiraling, I stayed intentional. I chose water. I moved my body. I monitored my blood sugar. I learned.
This isn’t about perfection.
It’s about building structure and self-trust — even on the hard nights.
Small Steps Big Change
This weekend I saw real proof that small, intentional choices matter. I didn’t overhaul my life or follow a perfect plan — I simply stayed consistent, and for the first time my body responded. Sometimes big goals don’t come from big actions… they come from repeating small ones.
Restarting a Morning That Fell Apart
A disrupted morning, racing thoughts, and a routine that wouldn’t settle — today’s post is about what to do when your day falls apart and you can’t seem to focus. Sometimes growth isn’t about doing more. Sometimes it’s about learning how to begin again without guilt.
Building a Life on Purpose
A quiet shift happened this morning. My to-do list didn’t feel like pressure anymore — it felt like purpose. This post reflects on rebuilding routine after a hard season, choosing intentional action over waiting for motivation, and what Phase 2: Growth actually looks like in real life.
WAKE-UP
This isn’t about waiting for the perfect moment or another sign. It’s about closing the gap between knowing and doing. Real change starts with intentional movement—small choices, honest wins, and showing up even when it’s uncomfortable. If you’ve been calling it “stuck,” this is your reminder: you’re ready to move.
Noticing What’s Already Here
A gentle reflection on growth that happens quietly. This post explores how small, intentional changes build momentum over time—and why noticing what’s already working is just as important as chasing big results.
Time to Build
Phase 2 is where intention turns into action. This reflection explores what it really means to do the work — not just wish for change, but build it through consistency, discipline, and self-respect. From journaling and self-care to physical health and boundaries, this post is an honest look at what it takes to move forward with purpose in the 365 Days of Me journey.
Showing Up
Some mornings don’t arrive softly — they rush in. Today was one of those days. Instead of forcing clarity or depth, this post is a gentle check-in. A reminder that you don’t have to be “on” every day, that neutral moments still matter, and that showing up honestly — even quietly — is enough. This reflection is for anyone moving through their day doing the work behind the scenes, trusting that presence counts just as much as progress.